It’s been a busy months.
Pengen libur yang lama trus do nothing selain melungker di kasur sambil ngabisin timbunan *saking prihatinnya dengan rak buku yang kegendutan. I wanna do a lot of things. But I’d like to stay at my room and read and sleep and.. practically do nothing *mengebo*
That’s the things I wanna do. But my body are eager to work and get my work done. Done for the better long weekend. I’m not whining, I’m just.. tired. *sama aja woooy* #plakk I wanna do things because it’s fun and because I want to. Not because it’s an assignments or something from must-to-do-list *whinning again*
I think I love to spend my lives in solitude and don’t feel discomfort because of that. Is that weird?
But actually I feels a lot tired when I’m not doing anything. It’s a very contradictive things. Maybe I’m naturally extremely hard-working, almost don’t rest. That’s true. I’m a workaholic. And my body eager to work. But inside, I felt bored and tired and just wanna go home to rest.
True they said, “Taking care about welfare of this restless world is a very tiresome and ungrateful undertaking. Sometimes it is worthy to solve your own problems or forget about troubles at all and simply enjoy life.”